Psychological Healing
in the Roman Catholic Mystic Tradition

Depression and Anxiety

I will lie down in peace, and sleep comes at once for you alone, Lord, make me dwell in safety.
—Psalm 4:9

 
The Unconscious Aspect of Emotional Trials | Encountering Emotional Trials with Faith | Medication vs. Self-Scrutiny | Self-help Recommendations

The Unconscious Aspect of Emotional Trials

We know from scientific research that the brain and the mind have a mutual influence on each other.

Medical research has taught us that a hormonal imbalance, for example, can result in emotional symptoms, and that correction of the hormonal imbalance through medication or surgery can restore emotional stability.

Moreover, psychological research has taught us that pure psychological activity, such as meditation and hypnosis, can actually alter brain chemistry. Guided imagery and virtual reality, for example, can effectively deaden pain reception in the brain.

Therefore, even though mental disorders may have a material cause in brain neurochemistry, they can also have a final cause in psychological activity. In regard to depression and anxiety, this psychological activity usually centers around feelings of anger and guilt and victimization.

From a Christian perspective, the root of anxiety is a lack of trust in God’s providence, such that, when facing the unknown, you worry endlessly about how to “figure it out” on your own. The root of depression is a lack of trust in God’s justice, such that when encountering any hurt or insult you fall into a desire to take matters into your own hands to get revenge, but, feeling helpless to overpower others, you turn your anger onto yourself as unconscious self-blame.

This means, therefore, that some persons cling with unconscious determination to a childlike desire to make their parents admit their mistakes. These persons use their own disability as evidence of their parents’ failures—evidence to be thrown back into their parents’ faces—and, in so doing, they effectively reject divine love for the savor of revenge.

“What?” you ask. “Revenge? That’s ridiculous. I don’t want revenge. I’m past that.”

Well, no one is “past” the capacity for self-deception, and only when you can be honest about your entanglement in the unconscious can you extricate yourself from it. So, if you truly were past revenge, you would do anything it takes—pay any price and overcome any fear—to be healed, and then you would turn to your parents and, as a gift of true love, offer to them your healing, as evidence that, despite all their mistakes, they really didn’t cripple you after all. But by continuing in your self-sabotaging behavior you show that you would prefer to send yourself to hell just to prove to someone how much he has hurt you. It’s simply impossible to open yourself to God’s healing grace until you let go of the secret hope that your own self-destruction will bring you the sweet satisfaction of . . . well, revenge.

All that worry and all that self-blame is rust on our souls that prevents us from getting close to God. It’s a self-limiting sort of dynamic that keeps us stuck in our own unconscious despair. For no matter how many times you say, “Jesus, I trust in You!” if you say the words only intellectually, without deep and loving trust in God, those words will do no more to heal your fear than a coat of paint can fix crumbling rust.

  
Encountering Emotional Trials with Faith

So consider for a moment all the emotional wounds that have afflicted you and compare it all to what happened to Saint Paul:

	I am still more, with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, far worse beatings, and numerous brushes with death. Five times at the hands of the Jews I received forty lashes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned, three times I was shipwrecked, I passed a night and a day on the deep; on frequent journeys, in dangers from rivers, dangers from robbers, dangers from my own race, dangers from Gentiles, dangers in the city, dangers in the wilderness, dangers at sea, dangers among false brothers; in toil and hardship, through many sleepless nights, through hunger and thirst, through frequent fastings, through cold and exposure. And apart from these things, there is the daily pressure upon me of my anxiety for all the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? Who is led to sin, and I am not indignant?
	—2 Corinthians 11:23-29

 
No matter what happened to him, Paul did not get depressed; he did not get PTSD; he did not stop working. Why? Well, when he said, “I have been crucified with Christ; yet I live, no longer I, but Christ lives in me” (Galatians 2:19b-20a), he wasn’t just speaking flowery poetry—he meant it, literally. He really was “dead” to psychological conflicts about pride and revenge.

 

Read a letter by Saint John of Avila about St. Paul’s suffering and faith

 
Of course, just like Saint Paul, all those who live devout Christian lives will experience periods of uncertainty and anguish—all aspects of personal suffering. Just look at the lives of the saints. But, if everything is accepted with complete faith, none of it has to become a psychiatric disorder.

	Consider it all joy when you encounter various trials, for you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
	—James 1:2-3

And that’s true when you have guidance in faith through the Tradition of the Church and the spiritual nurturance of the sacraments and devout prayer. But when you encounter trials without the rock-solid stability of the Church to guide you and are forced to use your own wits to survive (as in dysfunctional families), then adversity commonly leads to chaos and confusion.

  
Medication vs. Self-scrutiny

Psychiatric medication can be useful in some extreme cases—such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and severe episodes of major depression—but, for the most part, the use of psychiatric medication primarily supports the secular scientific error that you can “feel better” without having to alter your lifestyle to assume moral responsibility for your life. Real spiritual purification, however, demands a total change of lifestyle, turning from worldly attachments to embrace a moral and virtuous life through complete dying to self in Christ.

So what can you do? Although severe symptoms may require emergency medical treatment, spiritual direction with someone who is also a qualified psychotherapist can help to uncover psychological conflicts that block complete trust in God. For example, anxiety and nightmares following a trauma can often be the result of repressed anger, and if the anger is resolved in a spiritual context, rather than suppressed with medication, the “psychiatric disorder” of PTSD will resolve right along with the anger. Similarly, depression is often the result of anger turned inwards; it can derive from a desperate need for social approval and a self-condemnation for not receiving that approval. But if you seek only the approval of Christ, not the world, you have no reason for anger and no reason to condemn yourself.

   
Self-help Recommendations

Keeping in mind all that I said above about depression and anxiety in general, consider the following specific points:

•	If you have a depressed mood, then think of Christ on the cross, hated and despised, and reflect on the fact that all who would be Christians must suffer rejection by the world and die on the cross with Christ, in order to be resurrected with him to everlasting life. Read an excerpt from the writings of Saint Rose of Lima about grace and tribulation
•	If you have excessive worry (called anxiety in clinical terms), then say what the Church says every night at Night Prayer—“Into your hands, Lord, I commend my spirit”—as it is said in Psalm 31, just as Christ himself said as he died on the Cross (Luke 23:46). Remember, worry can make nothing happen except disaster itself. You might also practice a physiological relaxation technique such as Autogenics (from A Guide to Psychology and its Practice). Once you learn how to relax and trust in your body on the physical level, you can then turn to trust in God to free you from anxiety on the spiritual level. A freewill relaxation recording (true to the Catholic faith) from this website can help you experience such trust.  Download a freewill MP3 Catholic relaxation recording
•	If you have trouble sleeping (called insomnia in clinical terms), then use the time to study and pray. Study the basics of the true Faith by beginning with a cover-to-cover reading of the Catechism of the Catholic Church, and continue by reading the Bible, the writings of the saints, and the other books I recommend.   Pray for the salvation of souls. Make a list of friends, relatives, and categories of individuals (all those souls who have ever hurt or betrayed you; all those souls who defile the Holy Name; all heretics; all pagans; all the poor souls in danger of hell who have no one to pray for them; etc.) and pray for their repentance and conversion, saying the Chaplet of The Divine Mercy for each person or group on your list.
•	If you feel fatigued, then think of Christ carrying the cross and realize that his obedience to his mission gave him the strength to continue.
•	If you have a loss of appetite or if you overeat, then remind yourself that you should hunger for nothing but the Body and Blood of Christ, and that, because your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, you must take good care of it, neither eating too little nor overeating.
•	If you have feelings of extreme worthlessness or guilt, then remind yourself that apart from Christ you are worthless and deserve nothing but condemnation, yet in Christ you are offered not only forgiveness but also a gift of glory more valuable than can possibly be imagined. When you live in a state of sin, your own sins condemn you. But when you live in a state of grace, through chastity and obedience, Christ will Himself protect you, and your confidence, which will come from Him, can never be undermined, because Christ can never be undermined: The gates of the netherworld shall not prevail (Matthew 16:18).
•	If you have trouble concentrating, then say the following simple, repetitive prayer—The Jesus Prayer—while excluding all other thoughts from your mind. (To exclude any images from your mind, focus on the image of your own heart inflamed with love for God and neighbor.) “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on us.”   Coordinate the prayer with your breathing. Say the first part (Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God,) while inhaling, and say the second part (have mercy on us) while exhaling.   Note, too, that the more you say this prayer, the more the other symptoms of depression and anxiety will dissolve as well.
•	If you have a lack of interest in usually enjoyable things, then rejoice, for your Christian mission in life is not to enjoy yourself but to proclaim the Gospel at all times by making constant sacrifices for the salvation of other souls.
•	If you have thoughts of death, remember that only by dying to this world can we be born to everlasting life, and that until God alone decides that our time here is finished we must devote all our energy to hard work in his service. So be honest with yourself here and recognize that suicide is just a way of saying to God, “My will—not Thy will—be done.” Read an excerpt from a sermon by Saint Cyprian about man’s mortality

Jesus, I trust in You!